wowza thanks guys! i'm actually feeling quite alot better now, so when i got a letter a demanded to be allowed to use a computer!!
thanks soo much kim for sending me all the well wishings and the card, and even more importantly HOW THE HELL DID YOU GET A BLOODY GET WELL SOON CARD FROM JRT??? i'm telling you i almost died of shock and happiness!! it was really lovely so thanks everyone!!
(for the first few weeks when i didn't really understand anything because of the head bang i did sort of think that if i watched enough greenwing over and over i might convince my brain i was in it, but my mum thought that i was watching it over and over becuase i'd forgotten i'd already watched it so made me stop

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THANK YOU!!
And i'm his brother Bob.